Uhhhh, it has been so long i am writing..may be i was busy hating myself everyday..hating so much that i didn't even have time or feel like writing..
Anyways...as of now i feel like i am in a box...and i want to come out of the box.
I am bored of this routine boring life. and i even feel like laughing at myself.
While thinking about all these,a question is boggling my mind..
Why do people(I) don't come out of the comfort zone?
Why don't they(I) try something different?
Then suddenly one part of my brain answers..."May be because of 'fear of failing'".
I don't know why I am doing something which is boring....to me
I feel like I am not enjoying what I am doing.....may be I don't know how to enjoy...
But I feel like doing a job or work which is not routine.....
What do I mean by that is.....When i see of myself in the future......
I am no more than a dumbooo who writes programs(already written long back..no creativity) and keeps on testing.. them. No offense for technical geeks...I am talking about a dumbo like me...
I want something which is not routine everyday......(some jobs like Tv reporter or Social enterpreneur...something which requires new ideas everyday and a new approach unlike the routine .....8 to 5 job)
But I know...despite speaking all this.....i will still do a 8 to 5 job..because "The so called Fast settling in life" is still in my mind and I don't think so I can handle a lot of criticism or caring...people show once I am trying to come out of my Comfort zone.......
Anyways..... I shouldn't forget this "One secret of happiness is not doing what you love, but loving what you do".
I am trying to LOVE.....
