Life is a compromise

Life...........

At least now if you ask me " what is Life?"

I would say "It is a compromise".

I feel what ever I am doing I am compromising...

What I wanted to do....What am I doing now?? and Why am I doing....??

These days I am doing so many things even though I don't like doing. them...but I have to do them to go further in my life.....

I wanted do MBA.....?? But am I doing M.S.......?? Really funny.......

Ok...even if I am doing M.S...but why am I not enjoying.........

What the hell are these Grades....Why are they deciding whether I am good in studying or not....???

So if I am getting good grades does that mean I am doing well?? If I am not getting good grades.....does that mean I am not doing well...??

Seriously....not getting answers for so many questions.......

Anyways got to go with life......I think this is life........ If everything is predictable and goes the way u want it to go......that is not Life......

Life is a Mystery......and Life is a compromise

What is happening to me??

I really don't know what is happening to me these days....

I really have a feeling that I am not myself anymore....

When I just think of myself(the way I am organizing things and the way I am thinking)I am hating myself,hating so much to an extent that I am asking myself "Why are you living a worthless life which is of no use,hating yourself day by day and getting tensed everyday".

I think I am having some attitude problems.Initially I used to be very happy because I knew what I was doing and Why I was doing...

These days I am not happy with What I am doing.......

I need to come back and be the same person as I was before and get back my happiness with the discipline I had before.

God please save me and help in living my life(of course which should be worthful).

Come back Leader you can do it.........You can do it....